to you

So I'm conceited, pompus, an asshole, a jerk, a dick, whatever you say pal. that's me

I still say I'm one of the best fathers ever. Yea yea, best wife I know. That's a Different post.

I can't really explain what it is. My throat collapses a little, just thinking about how much I care about my boy. it's a way i've never thought to love myself so I have no comparison to it.
Whatever it is causes a traffic jam of ideas crashing into one another. Exhausted from thought but making no progress.

Anyway, I love you boy, k? You got me? You feel me, dawg? However you say it, I'm wit you.
Thanks for looking at me the way you do. Thanks for giving me the love back.
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I'll teach you what I can
I'll always love you as much as I can
I'll keep my promises
I honestly can't think of something I would possibly do that would cause you harm
I need you as you need me
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be good to your mom
love your pets
show your love